Everybody has bad and annoying habits, I have many of those, but there are two that really annoy me and affect me negatively!

  1. I can’t sleep! I always considered myself as a night person, I’m the kind of person who wouldn’t mind working till 12am if u let me start after 12pm! My mind is alot more active and alert at night and I feel like working much more than in the mornings! I always have problems sleeping early, I never sleep before 2 or 3 am on weekdays! That by itself isn’t the annoying part, the annoying part is the reason I cant sleep.When I lay down trying to sleep, I cant, I keep thinking…..about nothing in particular, and about everything! About major things like work and finance, and about tiny useless details such as when is the construction in our area ending, or about an Arsenal goal two seasons ago, and so on…..non stop annoying mind numbing thinking!!!!! This leads me to trying to distract myself as much as possible, through TV, internet, books, games, magazines, sudoku, whatever it is to keep myself distracted until I cant keep my eyes open and so exhausted that I sleep the second my head hits the pillow, the only problem is that by then its usually past 4 am!!
  2. I have to finish whatever food I have in front of me….even when I’m already full halfway through the meal! There is also a reason for this, and that is that I always leave my favorite thing to the end (I dont know why)! That means that I have to eat everything else first to get to it! If I stop eating when Im full, I will miss out on my favorite part of the meal whatever it is, so I keep eating!This also comes from what our parents used to tell us when we were kids about eating whatever is in our plate bcz we cant throw food away when there are people starving (when I was a kid I never understood that, I thought that their chances of finding the food is better when its dumped somewhere than in my stomach)!

hmmm….ok thats it! I try to make this blog more about Kuwait and social issues and less personal, but I just had to get this off my chest, some sort of therapy I guess! Any help in fixing these problems would be very much appreciated!