Did you ever go to bed, close your eyes, yawn, start pulling the bedcover slightly until it touches your chin…….then start thinking, nonstop continuous thinking!! Its like all the ideas in the world are hidden in the back of your brain waiting for the wrong time to jump up!

You know something is brewing slowly, there is a large pot of jumbled thoughts and words, and your brain is concocting something out of all that chaos! You try to ignore it, but it just keeps popping up telling you, “I might disappear when you wake up tomorrow morning, and you know I’m good, otherwise I wouldnt be having this conversation with you!”

DAMN THOSE REBEL BRAIN CELLS!! LET ME SLEEP!

Anyway, thats the state I was in, had to get up, write these things down, and now I just had to vent!

Got to be up in 3 hours and a half!! :~~~(

I have a big proposal to work on tomorrow too…..Im screwed. Good Night!